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My Last Post
This will be my last post in Xanga.
After considering for a really long time, I have decided to move to
nickeoaddict.wordpress.com
Xanga is a really dangerous place for me,
there isn't much privacy.
Hence there are certain posts in my new blog which need
passwords to excess.
Coz i need to moniter my readers.
haha...i make myself sound as if I'm some popular blogger,
But NO..that's not what i meant.
I have gotten into quite some trouble with my current blog,
hence there are certain post which I only which to share with my own friends,
and not the public.
So if you're my friend just ask me for the password, and I'll give it to ya.
I'm not closng down this place though...there are some fond memories here..haha..
Please messege me for the passwords k,
either from msn or through mail...and I'll mail it back..thanks =p.
So long XANGA!
I hope i'll be back some day!
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| It was hard for me to keep a smile these few days,
The break-up has effected me more than I have expected.
I thought I could forget about it,
but I could not.
It made me lose control,
I was in distraught.
Yesterday I flew into a fit during dance practice,
and scolded my friends without a reason.
The rage just came so suddenly,
I couldn't control the anger brewing in me.
my mind was in quite a terrible state i guess,
and it was awkward after i shouted,
I really owe my friends a word of apology.
Sorry.
I always thought I was mature enough to take a defeat in relationships.
Whenever I hear how bout hard it was for other people to accept a reletionship beyond redemption,
I used to scoff at their inability to accept the truth and move on...
What's so hard to forget about the past and carry on?
I thought time could heal everything, and there's no use in brooding over the same old person
Apparantly I was wrong.
I'm so frustrated these couple of days.
I couldn't enjoy myself at EC's IU day today,
especially after I saw some couples happily snuggling up together,
huddling like teddy bears.
enough of all these....
Well congratulations to EC for holding such a successful IU day,
It was really entertaining.
And i finally met a few people I've known through the net
for eg. Zeke and Adeline.
Zeke is a really popular guy apparantly,
among girls and guys alike.
The PROM KING of EC...haha..proud of u bro.
And he gave me quite a surprise when he approached me,
asking if I'm Nickeo...haha..lolz.
As for Adeline..haha...I didn't know she was there,
until i received an sms from her saying she saw me.
And we kinda chatted off after that...pretty cool...
you used to say all the things that were right, can I redeem my soul by doing what's right for you?
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Marvelous Religion?
An eight-year old child was caught in a market in Iran for stealing bread.
In the name of "a certain religion" he is being punished, his arm will be crushed by a car. He will lose forever the possibility to use his hand again.
Is this a religion of peace and love?
Plead people to stop fighting in the name of religion.To stop doing such deeds, and then justifying them in the name of religion... No religion has ever justified such heneous crime ... To anyone who is reading this on my blog now, pass it on ...let the world know watz happenening in the name of God and religion...
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| Hao Lian......
I went to the Interact training seminar held at Convent Secondary,
and my team and has learnt alot.
Basically I can understand why Convent has the strongest Interact club In Jb,
the really have the ability to hold an event well.
The workshop has been an eye-opener,
It made us understand that the Interact Club is not a social club,
not a club that only parties and have fun,
it's a club that promotes integrity and racial harmony.
but then I wondered again,
if we are not to social,
how are we to know new people,
and if we don't get to know new people,
how are we to understand them,
and if we don't understand them,
how can we promote RACIAL HARMONY?
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I went for my driving lessons again today,
everything went well, until I drove up the slope.
Well we're supposed to stop the car on top of the slope,
pull the handbrakes, and look out of the window to see if the front wheels are within the line.
When I was driving up the slope for the last time,
i saw my instructor chatting with his collegue instructor on top of the slope.
I ignored them, and did what i had to do.
I jammed the clutch and brakes on top of the slope, and looked out the window.
however, i've forgotten to yank the handbrakes,
and my car went sliding back down the slope the moment my foot left the brakes.
I kinda lost control and jammed the brakes again to stop sliding down.
Then I heard my instructor shouting from outside...
" Ah boy ar, you forgot to pull hand brakes liao..."
Oooo...so that's why..
I pulled the handbrakes,
but then I heard something from my instructor's collegue, A WOMAN.
" hao lian lar....don't wanna pull hand brakes."
I beg your pardon?
HAO LIAN????
what the fish??
Who would wanna hao lian to you?
Who would BOTHER to HAO LIAN in front of you.
You think u are some pretty girl I'm trying to impress meh....AUNTIE...
please la...go look at yourself in the mirror before you start saying I hao lian la.
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Sorry...
Nothing much has been happening lately,
I think my life is finally settling down now,
All I have now are my studies,
yep,
24/7 of studying.
In fact I was studying SO HARD yesterday night,
that my leg had a cramp.
It's really amazing how our body works.
After going through a hectic morning in school, a gruelling hour and a half of driving lesson, and 8 hours non-stop of studying,
my body should be breaking down.
but i forced myself to study and by 2 a.m in the morning I couldnt peel my eyes off my physics equations.
Suddenly I didn't feel tired at all,
and I thought I could last until morning.
The thought sent me back to my world of Newton's Law of Restitution again.
but then i felt a jab of pain in my thighs,
and my leg when jellyish all of a sudden.
I was like " wadda fark man "
lol.. I think my body was trying to warn me not to skip my sleep,
coz I had to lie down on the bed for the pain to go away.
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I suddenly came over this pic,
it was the beginning of the year i think,
when I had fun at my collegue's house.
ahh...I remember now, it was a day b4 my last day of work,
and we decided to cook up a storm in Sook Fong's house ( the very pretty woman in the middle)
I still can't believe everything you see on the table was prepared by only the guys..
Can you imagine that these 3 girls just CAN'T COOK AT ALL?
Girls these days...such failures....
And to those who were offended by one of my previous post
( you guys noe who u are)
I sincerely apologise.
The post was an act out of sudden frustration,
and I don't mean to bad-mouth anyone or anything.
once again, sorry k.
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